forever&always

i've been feeling melancholy lately..
My playlist consists of:

Taylor Swift - Forever and Always
Paramore - When It Rains
Muse - Starlight
The Academy Is...- The Phrase That Pays
Coldplay - Clocks

sure sign of meancholy-ness.
i don't know...
it's eighth grade and instead of making new friendships i'm just with the same old.
instead of smiling more often i'm frowning in thought.
instead of ...
well, you got the gist of it.

" and it rains in your bedroom,
  everything is wrond.
  it rains when your here,
  and it rains when your gone.
  i was there when you said,
  forever and always."

i need to be a bedouin.
i'm also too good of a liar.
y'know...the fact that nobody reads this makes it sort of like a diary.

i have a headache.
here's what sucks.
people have these huge hopes and dreams....
and most of them never get to accomplish them.
i have 3.
i'll tell you one.
to feel like i'm at peace & equilibrium with the world for a whole 5 minutes.

the other 2 are very unlikely so i'd like to keep them private :)

 i care i care i care.
i'm worried and i love youuuuu.
most of the time :|
totally deadpan..lol.

by the way, i have a new theory on life.
everyone should have an imaginary friend.

i have one!
and look how welll i'm doing :)
i have a headache.
i'm going to the bathroom.


loveloveehhh.

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